Returning to work

Managed to pull through the first day of work despite I am down with flu and cough. Thanks to all my dear colleagues for being so understanding and helpful.

It's really a drag to return to NUH especially to KRW, it keeps reminding me of the fateful Monday on 1st Mar. However, I have to overcome this. Yah Lan did tell me before I can overcome all griefs and saddness because I have God in my life. Indeed, I am learning and trying to cope with the days without Joash in me. Though there are still many questions which is going through my mind that no one can answer, I choose to continue to trust in Him. Sometimes, I am just wondering what is my dear baby doing now? I can't help but tears will just fill my eyes. Joash you are always in our hearts and minds. Joash you are forever miss by daddy and mommy. God had given and He had taken away, but I do believe, He will surely give again and this time is for me to keep.

God I pray take away all grief and saddness within me, mend my broken heart, let me start afresh and move on with life. I can't do it without You Lord. You are my peace that guards my heart and help in times of needs.