Still missing

Almost a week (post EDD) had gone by and Joash I miss u very much. I do not have the courage to pack your stuff and if you are still around your dad and I will be so happy. I really thank God for bringing into our lives a new life but both of you are different as an individual and daddy and mommy love you both. I am really praying hard that this will be a successful pregnancy. Joash if mommy had found out earlier that I have a condition of APS, I will be carrying you in my arms. I know you are in good hands now Joash even better then here on earth. We will always miss u and hold u dearly in our hearts.